College Life

Jamie Loek
Jan 12
1 min read

Updated: May 5

No one ever truly leaves you alone... You have your friends, your best friends, your classmates, your professors, other people... Everyone worries about you. And you feel sufficated. You can't take it anymore. You just want to kill yourself at this point in life. That's exactly what I went through Fall 2024. Now we are entering Spring 2025, and I don't want to go back to school. At this point. I'm so tired of people... I don't want to do anything but kill myself. i just want to overdose on pills and die. I don't want to live anymore. No one truly understands me.

I don't want to take meds, I don't need them. I'm perfectly fine the way I am. The meds are not going to make me feel better and I'm putting anything good into my body by taking meds.

Well since I don't have the guts to actually kill myself, here is a list of things for me to do instead.

A List of things to do before I die - AKA Bucket List

Jump out of a plane

Go skydiving

Go to War for USA

Join the Navy Seals

Be a Marine

Be a Airforce One

Be a Green Bret

Have 3 beautiful children with Mohammad

Have a farm in USA, Egypt, & DR

Own a lot of real estate